i unno what to do anymore..
these medications are sapping my will to draw..and do anything else.
to live and care, yet i haven’t been this stable before in my life.. i still have slip-ups or whatever but they’ve been slim..
on another note i really dont know what to do anymore.. i don’t know how to please but i do know how to push -
I’m not sure what people are expecting of me … so i think im just going to focus on what i’m expecting of myself..
something i rarely think about but i think it’s about fucking time that i did.
ok. gonna try the coffee thing one more time…
Tagged: #wish me luck lol
got sick an didnt make it to the bathroom … gottah do laundry
ever eat something really hot that it gives you a headache…
and then something so sweet that it makes you pukey.. but you keep eating cause jalapeno chips and cream puffs are really great ..but just not together..